Behold! For the day of judgement is nigh! Repent, and yer souls will not be forsaken!
Well, the time has come.
sigh.
i predict tt i'll be one of those below average students tt scraped thru for admission into poly.
tt's all i can dare say for now.
must keep myself preoccupied in order to stop think of theser things too much. tt's y i went to the fair yesterday.
alone.
must take control of my emotions NOW! before they take control of me later.
and before i leave for school for the last time,
a prayer is said
my fish is fed
and hope my dreams will not stop dead...
Ad@m360 | 11:50 AM |

I know tt it's too late for regrets now. but i just want to get it off my chest. this song seems to sum up evrything tt i've been thru' over the past year.heck, it even has my name on it! just wish tt i could go back now...
16 just held some better days...
Ad@m360 | 12:51 PM |

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

Ad@m360 | 12:43 PM |

monday, 28th day of february in the year 2005.
that date will go down in my history as the most most difficult challenge to my sanity yet.
god.
how can i live thru the wkend?
seriously hope tt i can get good results,
and not have to take a walk down the
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams...
Ad@m360 | 1:54 PM |

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah,
Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

Ad@m360 | 1:41 PM |

feeling weird these past few days.
as in weirder than i usually am.
feel like i can't be happy anymore.
i can still manage a smile or a laugh, but it's all fake.
maybe i've finally run out of jokes.
god forbid.
now what do i do?
how do i release the tension tt always seem to be building up inside me?
if anyone tells a really funny joke to me now, don't think i could laugh...
i'll get the meaning, but it won't be funny to me anymore.
Ad@m360 | 1:32 PM |

The heart is a bloom
Shoots up through the stony ground
There's no room
No space to rent in this town

You're out of luck
And the reason that you had to care
The traffic is stuck
And you're not moving anywhere

You thought you'd found a friend
To take you out of this place
Someone you could lend a hand
In return for grace

It's a beautiful day
Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away

You're on the road
But you've got no destination
You're in the mud
In the maze of her imagination

You love this town
Even if that doesn't ring true
You've been all over
And it's been all over you

It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
It's a beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Teach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

See the world in green and blue
See China right in front of you
See the canyons broken by cloud
See the tuna fleets clearing the sea out
See the Bedouin fires at night
See the oil fields at first light
And see the bird with a leaf in her mouth
After the flood all the colors came out

It was a beautiful day
Don't let it get away
Beautiful day

Touch me
Take me to that other place
Reach me
I know I'm not a hopeless case

What you don't have you don't need it now
What you don't know you can feel it somehow
What you don't have you don't need it now
Don't need it now

Was a beautiful day
(U2)
Ad@m360 | 10:53 AM |

i just feel like shooting myself today.
why?
cos dis morning on the bus to work,i read in the classifieds 'bout a job vacancy tt i've always wanted.
aquarium retailing.
*pause*
AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i shoved the newspaper into the bin at the bus stop.
clocked in at work 5 min late. kena "sounded" by M'am.
tried to drown out the nagging with imaginary noise in my head.
didn't work.
...dotz...
after 15 or so minutes of work, felt a cold coming on.
sneezed.hard.
again.
again.
for quite awhile.
AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*rubs head into the keyboard and drags it side to side.*
it burns!!!!!
went home still sniffling.
returned home to find my lil' sis screming at me for no apparent reason.just ask her to close the door, what....
life sucks for today.
*loads and cocks the magnum in his hand.*
BANG!
ouch!
Ad@m360 | 7:52 PM |

Raaave it mama
la la la la la
Hey mama, this that beat that make you move, mama
Get on the floor and move your booty mama
We the blast masters blastin' up the drama
REEEEEEEWIIIIIIND!!!

Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that ting in all the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
and the way your body look really make me feel naughty
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing in all the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party and the way your body look really make me feel nauughty

I got a naughty naughty style and a naughty naughty crew
But everything I do, I do just for you
Im a little bit of Old, and a bigger bit of New
The true people know that the peas come through
We never cease(NOO), we never die no we never decease(NOO)
We multiply like we mathamatice
And then drop bombs 'cos your shaking to the beat,
(The bomb bombas, the base boom dramas)

Naw y'all know, who we are
y'all know, we the stars
Steady rockin' on y'alls boulevards
And, lookin' hard without bodyguards
(I do) what I can
(W)Ill.i.amAnd still I stand,with still mic in hand
(So come on mama (hey), dance to the druma)

Hey mama, this that beat that make you groove, mama(hey)
get on the floor and move your booty mama(yaw)
we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma(hey)
so shake your bambama, come on now mama
Hey mama, this that beat that make you groove, mama(hey)
get on the floor and move your booty mama(yaw)
we the blast mastas blastin' up the drama
(la la la la la)

We the big town stompas, and big sound pumpas
The beat bump bumpas in your trunk trunkas
The girlies in the club with the big plump plumpas
And when I'm makin' love, my hip hump humps
It never quits(NOOOO)
I don't discriminate I pleasechicks(NOOOO)
Asian, Caucasian, black, I squeeze (aaaah)
(lubaluba) cause we the show stoppas
And the chief rockas, number one chief rockas

Naw y'all knaw, who we arey'all knaw, we the stars
Steady rockin' on y'alls boulevards
How we rockin' it girl, without body guards
She be, Fergie, from the crew
BEP, come and take heed, as we take the lead
(so come on pappa, lets do the drama)

Hey mama, this that beat that make you groove, mama(hey)
get on the floor and move your booty mama(yaw)
we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma(hey)
so shake your bambama, come on now mama
Hey mama, this that beat that make you groove, mama(hey)
get on the floor and move your booty mama(yaw)
we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
(NAAAAAAW NAAAAAAAAAW)

Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
and the way your body look really make me feel nauuughty,
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
No faking, I know you see me shaking and the way I break it down
I got the whole earth quaking
Off the richter
Off the richter
Off the richter
Off the richter
Off the richter
Off the richter
Steady, are you ready??

We're the BEP crew and the beebop breakers,
The boom bap maker and the party heavyweighters,
We break it on down for the mamas with the shakers,
Come on, do it, do it, come on, do it,We are the soulful invader,
The mind stimulator,Tunes for the DJs who switch the cross fader,
So get on the floor and move your body,
Are y'all ready to parrrrrrrtyyyyyy?!

Hey mama, this that beat that make you move, mama(hey)
get on the floor and move your booty mama(yaw)
we the blast mastas blastin' up the drama (Oh dance)(hey)
so shake your bambama, come on now mama
Hey mama, this that beat that make you groove, mama(hey)
get on the floor and move your booty mama(yaw)
we the blast mastas blastin' up the jamma
la la la la la (fade)
<black eyed peas>
Ad@m360 | 1:38 PM |

was walking along town on my way home wen i met syahmi, aslinda,amira, firdaus n eoin. they were there to watch the chingay parade. hving nothing else to do, i tagged along.frm 6 to 7pm, all i saw were harley parading up and down orchard rd. might as well watch frm tv. noticed where all the smart, rich ppl were- crown hotel and the meritus mandarin...
...dotz...
finaly heard some drum beats later on. sounded like B.E.P's "hey mama" to me. anyway took pics for the 5 of them b4 i had to leave. came home to find no one there. they left a note tt said tt they went to expo without me. i was like, wad the hell did i come home so early for?
aaaarrrrgggh!
Ad@m360 | 11:56 AM |

I'm including this liitle story to show you how important a smile can be.
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"(Dr.) Motto had a patient who committed suicide from the Golden Gate in 1963, but the jump that affected him most occurred in the seventies.
'I went to this guy's apartment afterward with the assistant medical examiner,'he told me. 'This guy was in his thirties, lived alone, pretty bare apartment. He'd written a note and left it on his bureau. It said,'I'm going to walk to the bridge. If one person smiles at me on the way, I will not jump.'"
Ad@m360 | 1:09 PM |

WARNING: post contains O'level related issues. reader discretion is advised.
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omfg! the results are coming!
EEEEEEEKKKKK!*dies*
.........
*paramedics attempt to save adam's life*
"alright, 1,2,3...CLEAR!" (thump!)
(tit,tit,tit...)
.........
i feel a panic attack coming on.
but seriously, it is a bit- sorry-a lot nerve wrecking, u noe.
imagine, ppl screaming, laughing,crying.
and that's b4 getting their results.
after that, well i leave it to ur imagination...
heck, no use having regrets now. what's done is done.
there's no way to turn back time now.
unless i think of a machine that could,hmm...*tinkers with the thought*
ugh! forget it.
but these kind of things u really can't think too much about, or you'll go nuts.
anyway, i have to go do something now, bye...
*takes off his clothes and runs naked around orchard rd, surrounded by a crowd turnout that's bigger than at the chingay parade.*
Ad@m360 | 12:03 PM |

If only I could get through this
I just gotta get through this...

I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make , gotta make it, gonna make it through
Said I'm gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta take my, gotta take my mind off you

Give me just a second and I'll be all right
Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart
Give me 'til tomorrow then I'll be okay
Just another day and then I'll hold you tight

When your love is falling like the rain
I close my eyes and it falls again
When will I get the chance to say I love you
I pretend that you're already mine
Then my heart ain't breaking every time
I look into your eyes...

If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this
God, God, gotta help me get through this

I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make, gotta make it, gonna make it through
Said I'm gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta take, gotta take my mind off you

Give me just a second and I'll be all right
Surely one more moment couldn't break my heart
Give me 'til tomorrow then I'll be okay
Just another day and then I'll hold you tight

When your love is falling like the rain
I close my eyes and it falls again
When will I get the chance to say I love you
I pretend that you're already mine
Then my heart ain't breaking every time
I look into your eyes...

If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this (I just gotta get through this)
God, God, gotta help me get through this (I just gotta get through this)
ohh, ohh, ohh yeah...
If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this
If only I could get through this (I just gotta get through this)
God, God, gotta help me get through this (I just gotta get through this)
I gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make, gotta make it, gonna make it through
Said I'm gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make, gotta make it, gonna make it through
Said I'm gotta get through this
I gotta get through this
I gotta make, gotta make it, gonna make it through
Said I'm gotta get through this...
(Daniel Bedingfield)
Ad@m360 | 2:58 PM |

To all my frenz n' fellow bloggers out there who celebrate it,hv a happy chinese new year ppl! cheers!-urm, i mean, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamm-seng!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ad@m360 | 3:12 PM |

since evryone enjoyed themselves then, i wonder if they wanna do it again.but if they do, we could only do 2 things in one day.eg;cycle n fish OR fish n barbeque OR barbeque n cycle.haiz...
Ad@m360 | 1:41 PM |