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++ 'Bout Me ++

|mohammad adam|
|31jan88|
|aquarius/dragon|
|westlake primary->bishan park secondary->MDIS[mass comm.]|
++ More... ++

i am:
just another dude trying to find his way in life...
my life:
is a total mess...
i have a habit of:
predicting wad ppl are doing at the exact moment and time
i have the ability to:
making ppl laff at my jokes, no matter how lame they are.
i hate:
my life(who doesn't?), milk(lactose-intolerent), tomatoes, hypocrites, ppl who already hate me.
i like:
to escape from the complications of life and just die, if not, keeping to myself will do just fine.
mental health status:
brink of insanity...
motto:
eat right, stay healthy, die anyway...
STATUS:
Found, believing, treasuring...( aka, unavailable)


...so much for my happy birthday...

Monday, January 31, 2005

looks like i'll be spending this b'day alone.i don't blame u guys for having other stuff to do today.it sucks to have ur b'day to fall on a weekday,and on a monday too.sure, i am a bit disappointed u ppl can't make it today.i mean, who wouldn't?but hey,family and/or commitment comes first,rite?


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a better reason to live


my life's been a constant challenge to please everyone ever since i could walk.why?i really don't know.maybe that's the reason why i started telling jokes.to find acceptance.i know some ppl find it a bit lame.
if so,
GO READ ANOTHER BLOG,ASSHOLE!
i need to find a better reason to live.this issue has ben getting to me so much so that i can't finish a meal without feeling like throwing up,no matter how hungry i feel.heck, i just got called "useless" by my own mom 2 seconds ago.i'm at my wit's edge.i do't feel like talking to anyone the next few days.sorry.what a birthday this turned out to be...


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just don't care anymore!!!! pt2

Monday, January 17, 2005

she forgave him.not that he deserved it tho'.how i knew? i read her blog, stupid!anyway, for the 2nd session of the d&d, usher's yeah began.i was like,alrite!as with the 1st session i grooved with my homies before drifting off to meet new ppl.came across sha and ain with meng soon alongside me(not that they mind him being there)so i danced with them to sean paul's gimme the light.and when i took ain by the hand and stared spinning her 'round me,everyone stood there gawking,despite my "single, not looking"status.pai-seh leh! but i regained composure and continued on. apparently, ain was a newbie too,albeit a sporting one.it was a great d&d, till i ended up missing the last train and bus.but that's another story...


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just don't care anymore!!!!


let's get this over with. i skip to the dinner and dance part.
it started off slowly with a few contests to warm things up a bit.
the gang and me felt a bit hungry, so we went down to enjoy the spread(not knowing of the consequences later)
we came back up to the song of maroon 5's she will be loved, sung by a tone-deaf idiot.
after the song ended and picking our ear drums off the floor, techno music came on.
PARTY TIME!
i started dancing with my buddies in the beginning to shake off the initial nervousness that ran up my spine.i then drifted off to groove with other people for a change.
that's when i met these two ladies gyrating like crazy to the rythmn.
they came up to me and saifud,but after a few minutes, they were too much even for a hyper guy like me. so i went back to my frens and did a great smooth dance solo(courtesy of heineken and usher's dance moves)not bad for a 1st timer.after the 1st rave session, i sensed that kim was fuming with jealousy or something. could it be sai's playboy atitude
or his disregard for her feelings? tune in next week for more...


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Friday, January 07, 2005

finally got the chance to go on an excursion outside of poly.
twice.
we went to the gardenia factory before going to the yakult one.
after that, made some more new friends(some of which are just plain nuts)
sorry for not having anything else better to write here.
i got bored.


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Thursday, January 06, 2005

today, i came to sp only to get frozen upon arrival. after being released to thaw out, we had to wait for four hours for the next programme.our group first made its way to foodcourt 3 for breakfast. while eating, we took the chance to get to know each other a bit more. and before we knew it, we were near a cafe with a deck of cards, playing blackjack. it was finally time for our aerospace flight simulation to begin, but it turned out to be a mediocre experience of flying the real thing.which sucks.


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ok, ok, so i posted late. sue me.
but at least i'm alive.
heck, what do you care.you're not the one going through this, i am
.so shut up and read.
it was wet yesterday.
apparently the whole island was. from braddell to dover, the stubborness of rain was there.
the incessent pitter-patter or tiny drops drove me to near insanity in the train!
it rained all the way till 9.30am.
so much for the high ropes course.
at least we all got to do some bouldering/rock-climbing.
but alas, it resulted in sore arms.
life's not fair.
of course not, if it was, there won't be any compassion in the world.
sigh...
why me?...


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Singapore Poly adventures Pt.1

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

as i embark on thre trials and turmoils of poly life for two weeks, all will be recorded here and archived for the future. i missed yesterday's log as i was too tired to.
sorry.
not really.
damn.
anyway, did business today at the stock market simulator. not bad. got potential. too bad i'm not going for that course. damn.
oh well, got the high ropes event tomorrow and hope it doesn't rain.
you'll know that i survived when i have another post after this one.
wish me luck!
yeah, rite.
who am i kidding?


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