The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Ad@m360 | 3:10 PM |

Did you know that the majority of people who commit suicide do so by jumping off buildings?
because to them, falling, no matter how brief the time spent suspended in mid-air, feels like flying...
until....
they.....
HIT......
the.......
..........GROUND..........

most of them don't think 'bout hitting the ground part.
and with this story, i'm giving others contemplating suicide a chance to do so and for you to help these people.
peace...
Ad@m360 | 2:46 PM |

Relationships, relationships, relationships...
man, this word keeps popping up in blogs evrywhere.
even this one.
but to those who've faithfully been keeping up with my blog,
don't worry, i won't be going all sappy on this topic, (unlike countless others)
gotta rebel against the masses!
all i need is for you people to hear me out:
i, (and a few others i know) didn't go thru any of this for the past few years and look how i turned out,
crazy...
weird....
mentally unstable......
a hazard to society.......
urm...
okay, so i'm not perfect.
sue me.
sheesh.
peace out.
Ad@m360 | 2:35 PM |

Between Angels & Insects



There’s no money there’s no possessions
Only obsession I don’t need that shit
Take my money take my obsession

I just want to be heard loud and clear are my words
Coming from within man tell them what you heard
It’s about a revolution in your heart and in your mind
Till you find a conclusion lost out in obsession
Diamond rings get you nothing but a life long lesson
And your pocketbooks stressing
You’re a slave to the system working jobs that you hate for that shit you don’t need
It’s too bad the world is based on greed
Step back and see
Stop thinking about yourself start thinking about

There’s no money there’s no possession only
Obsession I don’t need that shit
Take my money take my possession take my obsession
I don’t need that shit

Because everything is nothing
And emptiness isn’t everything
This reality is really just a fucked up dream
With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul
Flip it inside out it’s a big black hole
Take your money burn it up like an asteroid
Possession though you’re never gonna feel the void
Take it away and learn your best lesson
The heart the soul the life the passion

There’s no money there’s no possession
Only obsession I don’t need that shit
Take my money take my possession take my obsession
I don’t need that shit

Money possession obsession
Present yourself press your clothes comb your hair
And clock in
You just can’t win just can’t win
And the things you own own you
Nooooooooooooowwwwwwwww....

Take my money take my possession take my obsession
I don’t need that shit
Fuck your money fuck your possession fuck your
Obsession I don’t need that shit
Money possession obsession I don’t need that shit
-Papa Roach
Ad@m360 | 2:32 PM |

You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.


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Ad@m360 | 2:12 PM |

btw, ppl, i've changed my image a bit.
no more geeky, thick-rimmed specs. (tho' those were my trademark then)
nor anymore neat hairdo.
for those who haven't seen me in a long time, you wont be able to recognise me.
yeah, i'm that diff'rent.
but my personality's still the same.
so don't worry.
i still look very laidback and easygoing.
too bad no pics.
oh well,
unless there's a get2gether,
you wont be able to tell.
Ad@m360 | 1:50 PM |

just thought up this stupid joke 5 min ago:

These two guys go to a whorehouse.
The first guy goes in then comes out and says,
"My wife is better."
The second guy goes in then comes out and says,
"You know what?
Your wife IS better."
Ad@m360 | 1:42 PM |

okay, one question.
wad do u guys want to se on my blog?
pictures?
jokes?
observations and views of my life?
observations and views of other ppl's life?
or just me dissing other ppl?
put ur comments in the tagboard...
Ad@m360 | 9:05 PM |

okay now, after some minor emotional/physical obstacles during my down-time,
it's back to my "detached observer of the world" persona...
surprisingly, i don't think i've missed much in the few days i was "off".
cause this was what i observed in the past week:

• on my way to work one day, when i saw one man in his 30s playing an xbox console-not that there's anything wrong with it- but while he was playing, he was also carrying his toddler...("...release the controller and put the child down carefully, sir! good. now, tell us where and what you have done to her real parents...")
  
  
• in the mrt back from work, saw 2 boys playing with lego bricks -again,nothing amiss there- that weremade to resemble guns.heck, if not for the multi-colored bricks, i could have sworn it was an ak-47 stuck in the kid's pants. is this what kids nowadays are learning to do? by the time they're 12, they'll be making real bombs from scratch...(okay so i'm over-reacting)
  
  
• at the giant hypermarket one night, i noticed this bearded guy wearing a turban and prayer robe(jubah).i'm not one who judges people by their looks,ever. but besides all that he's wearing, i also noticed that underneath the robe, he was wearing army motif pants.if he was wearing that in walmart in the usa,
  people would think that osama was popping by to do groceries. thus, leading to him being tackled to the floor by supermarket security...*OOF!* *thud*
  

and lastly, in june, friends have what i call "summer fever". one can't stop singing the "friends in need" song. another seems to be more talkative than usual. all this incessant babbling is making me feel mentally drained. as in, i feel like stoning more often than usual.*stones* see, i told u so... *stones* i think i need more-*stones*-rest *stones*...

Ad@m360 | 8:55 PM |

Ad@m360 | 12:29 PM |

You Are a Snarky Blogger!

You've got a razor sharp wit that bloggers are secretly scared of. And that's why they read your posts as often as they can!

Ad@m360 | 9:47 PM |

feeling a little bit better, now.
at least when i walk around,
i dont feel as though the world is suddenly tilting on its axis evry now and then.
at least.
what's even better is that the dreamy feeling has also disappeared along with the fever.
it feels as though a huge burden has been lifted off from me.
or maybe it was those bags that i just put down.
anyway, i could use a little time alone for a day to meditate, do yoga, or just tinker with my computer.
who am i kidding?
screw the first two.
it's the computer i want!
actually, i dont really have much to blog.
but all i can say is when life throws it's
worse at you, dont fight it.instead, welcome it with open arms...
Ad@m360 | 12:24 PM |

dont get me wrong,
i dont have a disease.
i got plenty of 'em.
since i have the ability to be free from illness all year round,there'll be one time each year when i'll get infected by flu, cough, etc. within a matter of hours.and with that kind of symtoms, i'm better off being comatose.seriously. i'm THAT bedridden.anyway, here is a more or less comprehensive list fo what i have:(not im any particular order)1.fever2.cough3.asthma4.flu5.worst headache ever6.lost my voice due to7.a really bad sore throat. (by the time u read this i have regained at least a bit of my voice)
actually, i prefer it this way. instead of being mildly sick a few times a year and missing out loads of stuff compared to missing out on just 1 day. cant believe i slept for twntey hrs since yesterday nite!but i did feel refrhesed,though. i'm feeilng so woozy i dont think taht im evn blogggng rhgit...tlil tmomrorow tehn...
Ad@m360 | 8:23 PM |

Ad@m360 | 6:54 PM |

now i know the reason for me acting all dreamy for the past few days.
i'm in love.
well, actually in love with the state of being in love.
there's a word for it. forgot what it is, though.
haven't felt like this since 5 yrs ago...
must be due to the lack of social interaction with friends.
a withdrawal symptom?
sigh.
but no matter wad, i will not let it jeorpadize -or change- any relations within my close circle of friends that i have painstakingly forged over the years.Period.

i think it began with that cute 7-11 cashier that i keep seeing at the new outlet.
just the way way she looks at me with those brown-contacts-covered eyes...
is

just

so...

anyway, i know my will is strong enuf to hold me back from lusting for every girl i see.
skirt-chasing is just not my thing.(I'M NOT GAY!)
i'm the kind of guy that sits and waits for the perfect girl to drop onto my lap.
but not literally.
just dont see the need for one, yet.
but this feeling will pass, just like it did, 5 yrs ago.
it'll take weeks or mths for me to get over this.
oh well, must keep myself occupied, then.
and as for my single-not looking status,
it's now single-in denial.
and as for u ppl who keep pestering me on when am i going to get a gf, give me 8 good, undebateable reasons why i shld.
then i'll reconsider.
i'll be reachable on my email and friendster.
speaking of which,
i'm on a testimonial-writing rampage.
so watch out for any new testimonials from me, ok?
this coming from a guy who only has 7 testimonials in his profile since early last year.
*hint hint*
Ad@m360 | 1:48 PM |

why is it i keeep hearing all this shit 'bout bloggers being thumbed down by the authorities for racial and political content?
whatever happened to the rights of freee speech?
has the time arrived when we no longer control our own mouths?(in this case, fingers?)
could this have led to the downfall of the now-defunct Speaker's Corner?
everything posted on any blog, anywhere, is the author's opinion of things,not an actual representation. you either agree, or forget you ever saw the post. it's only letters on a screen.
weblogs, in my opinion, are the authors' personal space. they should be free to write whatever they want, without fear of their posts being analysed by ppl spoiling for a ban for freedom of speech.
privacy /n [U] the state of being free from public scutiny.
Ad@m360 | 6:02 PM |

I wonder what's the deal with ppl who buy clothes for their pets. Most of those that do are dog owners.if pets were meant to wear clothes, they wouldn't have fur! Some even go thru the trouble of buying booties for their pets' paws!and the most wackiest thing? the animals are put in prams and pushed around like human babies/toddlers!
what is this world coming to?
we all understand how much u ppl love your pets,
but spoiling 'em with lavish accessories and treatment wont make the animal any more human.
there are plenty of abused pets out there, so why not put the money where it's most needed and donate to the spca, or better, adopt them urself. the animals wont thank you, but the organisation will.
there is a reason why pets are animals, not ppl...
Ad@m360 | 5:53 PM |

My life just seems to get messier with each passing day. with all the admin issues of my school, ns deferment, my 3 jobs... it's amazing how i handle 'em all. my mind, btw, is still in a state of unstable peace.with the lack of social contact and all, don't know if i can make it to july 18th, when my course starts.
arrggh!
it seems that fear and pain has been taken over by a manic obsession for thrill and excitement.
i can't control it.
for example, i'll be the 1st one who bungee jumps off a bridge while the rest are attending safety briefing.
maybe that's why i don't seem to want to start a relationship, either i'm too manic, too possessive,too philosophical, or all of the above.
now, with girl in her right mind wants that?
at least, that's what i think.
even the geeky and lame friends whom i've known for the last 5 yrs or so had their first kiss a long, long time ago.
and it's not because i can't get one.
am i missing out?
you tell me.
now you ponder on that while i make do with any scraps of pride that i may have left after logging this post.
so long and goodnight....
Ad@m360 | 3:04 PM |