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++ 'Bout Me ++

|mohammad adam|
|31jan88|
|aquarius/dragon|
|westlake primary->bishan park secondary->MDIS[mass comm.]|
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i am:
just another dude trying to find his way in life...
my life:
is a total mess...
i have a habit of:
predicting wad ppl are doing at the exact moment and time
i have the ability to:
making ppl laff at my jokes, no matter how lame they are.
i hate:
my life(who doesn't?), milk(lactose-intolerent), tomatoes, hypocrites, ppl who already hate me.
i like:
to escape from the complications of life and just die, if not, keeping to myself will do just fine.
mental health status:
brink of insanity...
motto:
eat right, stay healthy, die anyway...
STATUS:
Found, believing, treasuring...( aka, unavailable)




Tuesday, April 12, 2005

out of boredom,I looked up on the attributes of my star sign,(not that i ever believed in this shit)and the results that i came up with were weirdly true:
Aquarius(jan19-Feb17)
*detached and unemotional
*tends to borrow without returning, unless asked
*a control freak
*anti-social
*seeks opportunities for personal gain
*has a perpetual urge to see things in a different perspective, even when others disagree
*is unrelenting in critisizing others
and this last point came up when i was doing a search on sociopaths.in the US, a study in 2001 showed that 4 out of 10 sociopaths convicted were born between jan 19 - feb 17(aquarius).

for the uniniciated, the difference between psychopaths and sociopaths is that psychos have a desire to kill, while the latter kills to have a desire. this is because to them, reading the newspaper and slitting someone's throat is the same thing.just hope that i don't turn out like any of the two...
(adam pulls out his machete, conceals it with a roll of newspaper, and makes his way into town, looking for someone to kill just to see how it feels like...)


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Unexpected, expected...

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Listening to: Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
Thinking 'bout: my life so far...
...............................................................
It's finally happening to me.
I've actually lost interest in the world.
Whenever i start to do/say something,
I almost always know what is the conclusion due to my actions.
I have lost my sense of anticipation.
For example, say, a new box of crayons.
When you open up the box, they're nice and sharp,
neatly arranged in order.
but no matter how careful you are in using them, they'll end up ground-down,
stubby, and contaminated with other colours.
They're just a shadow of what they used to be.
Maybe i'm just too observant.
Now i get morbid thoughts every now and then.
Like, what's the use of eating when you'll just get hungry again a few hours later?
And
Why do people surround themselves with money, possesions
and materialistic friends and spouses
when in the end,
they'll die alone?
They say life is unpredictable, but i beg to differ.
ppl who say that must be blind, too lazy to think, or both.
Let me explain,
People just have to be more observant to what is happening around them
and calculate how their own actions can affect the situation.
And with that,
I leave you people out there with a piece of advice.
Eat right,
Stay healthy,
Die anyway.


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Last Chance

Saturday, April 02, 2005

well, this is my last chance to appeal for a place in poly, republic, tt is. if not, then it's off to NAFA for me. i'm rooting for diploma in new media.


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